Let me start with this huge and important idea (that I stole), “there is no such thing as other people’s children.”
A few weeks ago I was complaining to my husband that I can’t cry. In the past this has not been a problem for me, but these last few months, I can’t do it. I will feel overwhelmed and sad and completely frustrated and just sit there and WILL the tears to fall. I just can’t do it.
But today, I cried.
I am a Christian (don’t stop reading, ok? Although, I really don’t blame you if you are tempted). As a Christian, I try my darndest to pull myself out of bed in the morning, stumble to the coffee pot and get myself a steaming mug of liquid energy so that I can read Scripture. Mostly, I’m just trying to figure stuff out. Being a mom, a friend, a wife, a sister, a daughter. All roles I take very seriously and am consistently feeling as though I am failing at. Some mornings, I fall back asleep. Or get distracted by Facebook. Usually my three year old wakes up before I even get a chance to crack open the Bible. So, being a “Bible-reader” is one of the many (but never enough) ways I try to put in to practice my role as a Christ-follower. I try to follow that up with any number of different practices. When I get really frustrated or overwhelmed by my kids, I pray (usually with a shouting undertone) for patience. When a friend is diagnosed with cancer, I’m on my knees, begging for a cure. When I am dropping my little heart off at preschool, I beseech God for her safety.
When I read/watch/choke down the news, I aim to stumble right into God’s lap. Unfortunately I usually wind up on Facebook. That’s my problem, one I’m working on. The thing is, I am a terribly passionate person, and the internet was made for people like myself. Some might say I speak only in hyperbole. Not proud of it. I am one of those awful people that will post whatever I’m feeling, that very moment, on Facebook. Annoying! I know! So sorry. I drive even myself crazy. My husband is calm and wise, slow to speak and even slower to anger. I’m sure it drives him crazy that I get myself into all sorts of trouble with my opinions. I can’t even use Twitter, and thankfully I have about 3 followers to contend with there anyway. I just can’t seem to edit myself enough. But Lord knows, (He really does) that I am trying. The good news, I haven’t participated in a real honest-to-goodness Facebook fight in about three years (victory!), although I have absolutely posted far too many controversial articles with passive aggressive undertones. Baby steps. But just in the last few days I have had multiple people actually compliment my passion and willingness to speak up. My husband just told me that’s what attracted him the most to me. So I’m thinking, hey. I’ll join the rest of the internet and throw my hat in the ring, because, well, I have something to say. But before you get any further you should read this, because they said everything I want to say, but better. Read on if you must.
So, the Bible. Prayer. Two small but significant areas of my life that surely put me in the “Christian Camp” which honestly isn’t my favorite place to be lately. Mostly, I just admire Jesus. I believe in him, I believe in his existence, his death, his victory over death, his purpose, his return. But you know my favorite thing about him? His life. He was smart, compassionate, passionate, and he knew how to tell the hell out of a story (my personal favorite of his traits, being an avid story-lover myself). He lived all of it. Every word he spouted, He lived.
So right before the crying started, I was venting to my best friend about how people I actually love and respect are calling for states to “close their borders” and “protect our own!” and it made me so physically distraught that I had to sit down, and think. I had to think, ok…why. Why are they saying this? Is this real? Should I be thinking the same thing? I mean…I love my children. More than anything. That’s a fact. I’m a powerfully selfish person, more selfish than most, and I can state with authority that I would die for my two kids, in an instant. So of course, if letting refugees in to our country, our state, our home, meant that my children would be harmed, I’m going to pause for a second before I continue telling everyone I know, “know of any refugees? Tell them to come stay with us!” Because I really have been saying that a lot lately. So, I paused. And the only thought that was going through my mind was, “this is the moment.”
I wept, and still weep, because I feel passionate and I feel helpless. I want to do something. On this rare occasion, I have enough energy to do something more than just update my Facebook status. Like, actually SOMETHING. So, what do I do? Do I send money somewhere? But where? Because I fear that money can’t be guaranteed to go where it is needed. And, unfortunately while I have many resources at hand, money is not free-flowing at the moment. But sure, if I can find a good place for it, TAKE IT. I say many resources, because, well, I won the birth lottery and was born in the United States, and I’m white, employed, there’s a roof over my head, and food to eat (aka, privilege). So, plenty of resources to share. Know a refugee family that needs somewhere to stay? TELL THEM TO COME OVER. Seriously. Our door is wide open. We have a basement, with a bed, that goes unused. So privileged. Want to know why I offer these things that have been given to me? Because that’s exactly what Jesus commanded us to do. And me saying this, it’s not even sacrificial. I’m not trying to gain accolades, I say this because I know it’s what is asked of me. I don’t make the sacrifices, Jesus already did that. When I decided I would call myself a Christian, this is what I was saying “yes” to. This is our moment, Christians. This is when we are supposed to be jumping, running, LEAPING for the chance to be of service, to be Jesus’s hands and feet. I can just see Jesus now, hoping with clenched and scarred hands that we will hear His soft voice, begging us to take care of his children, because WE CAN. Even if we don’t take care of them with our governments, wallets, or our homes, we can start by taking care of them with our tiny voices. We are presented with a never-ending onslaught of opportunities to share our voice. Conversations with our children, prayers emailed in chains, Facebook status updates, all of these voices can be, at the very least, calling for support for our brothers and sisters who are terrified and fleeing. Just like I beseech God for the safety of my child at her already very safe preschool, Jesus aches for the safety of his own children, in Syria. In France. Beirut. Can we not at least pray for them? Instead of calling for our states to “close the borders” on refugees, can’t we just save our breath and call for their safety? If you really are so fearful that you can’t support refugees coming here, can you please just lend your voice to praying for safe places for them to go, instead of shutting them out?
So, to the Christian who thinks that the United States needs to close its borders, I ask you, are you an American first, or a Christian first? Where is your identity? The way I see it, there are so many parents frantically searching for a safe place for their children to go, who am I to deny them? Why is my child more important than theirs? That’s the thing with so many of us, so often we think our own are more important than them. That’s called entitlement. And entitlement is not a good look on Christians. Where, in all of Scripture, is this found? It just is not Biblical. We look to God for our safety, not our government. He numbered our days, nobody else. We are not to live in fear, but in victory and under the loving hand of the Prince of Peace. Peace is the matter at hand, is it not? I understand that underneath all of the fear, bickering, and politics, peace is really what everyone is after. Consider this…the Daesh are after our peace. They are extremists who do not want the Syrians to flee their rule. When they attacked Paris, I can guarantee you, they wanted the rest of the world to close their doors. It was their goal. With every refugee turned away, the Daesh get what they want.
We are called to do three things. Love God. Love others. Love our enemies. From these, everything else follows. Everything else follows.